merry christmas.
Damn, I wanna go admire the christmas tree at vivo! D:<
P/S You should learn to mind your own business and not rumouring about something you don’t know or are unsure of. It’s none of your business anyway.
Wednesday. New Moon. Twilight was still better imo. & I hate waiting for time to pass before a movie. But hey, I’ve got baby (: Haha thanks for watching it with me though I can see you yawning away :X
Powerhouse after that. First clubbing experience. Saw a few merlions. Super high + super down. Ben keep say I seh. I wasn’t drunk, I know I’m conscious, I remember everything that I did and happened. Just that my behaviour was quite out of the blue. Then I broke down on the dance floor. Tears and more tears. I’ve never cried so hard for quite some time now and my heart hurts. Of course you won’t know. A big comforting hug is all I need. One thing I clearly remember is Ben was the one taking care of me, bearing up with all my nonsense and never left me alone while I kept pestering him with my “I want to drink!”. He refused cause he was afraid I will K.O like the last time. Sorry for slapping you :X and thanks for being there for me.
P/S Oh baby finally cooked for me. Tom Yum instant noodles :X
Monday. New Moon tickets were selling so fast (Sulks.), end up watching Avatar. It was pretty awesome but I still wanna catch New Moon. D: Pandora is like such a beautiful place that I wanna move and live there right away. Although the animals there are freakingly weird, the glowy environment attracted me so much. I wanna make the ground I stepped on glow with every step I take too.. The blue lady is pretty too. 
She has got dots that glow on her! So cool. I thought I would fall in love with her if I were a guy, to think how much I hate blue. Lastly, I think wars are absurd. What humanity. – rolls eyes – To band thereafter.
I love but hate the rain.
It doesn’t mean I’m guilty when I don’t speak up. Unfair or not it isn’t important anymore. Ask yourself who was the one who started it but in the end I was blamed for something which I didn’t do. I wasn’t given a chance to clarify things up before that. Please fucking get the facts right before you jump into conclusions. Not that I’ve never told you in fact I drew the line for a million times already. Don’t tell me you didn’t know. Enough said. Even if I was in the wrong you should have asked ME, make things clear and all. I didn’t scold you like how you did publicly but yet I got accused of. And when asked, you just cowardly denied the fact and give excuses that you didn’t mention names. Now who is contradicting? You can get all the backups you want. I guess this only goes to show you’re not worth it at all. I already bear with and endured everything. All that nonsense. If YOU hadn’t heard it coming out from my mouth then just shut up. I’m not afraid.
You can say why would someone wanna lie about such things then why wouldn’t you say why would I lie to you? Isn’t it unfair that you are accusing my friend as a liar when it is not true? What’s worst than your best friend, or at least someone you consider as your best friend, choose to believe someone else without hearing you out first? You know I chose to trust you..
Someone told me it’s possible that i contradicted with my statement because love is unpredictable. Is that wrong?
I’ve taken enough. I’m utterly disappointed.
Mugging like a mugger.
Sleeping like a sleeper piglet.
Today, XY taught me STATS. I never fail to fall asleep while studying. I wish for MST to be over soon. T.T
亲爱的, 那不是爱情. I have been listening to this song for the past week because it’s the only song on my playlist currently. Seems like the only song on my Ipod because whenever I pluck in the earphones, it’s this song playing, whether it’s on my way to school or on my way home. & I ♥♥♥ this song!
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So Tuesday was KL’s birthday. Was super guilty because I was super late due to some problems in school. *ahem* What can I say? Everyone grew prettier. It’s been a long long time since I met up with them but we can still talk like those days. More or less. I really miss secondary school times where we wear uniforms, go toilets together, and just basically doing everything together. The feeling is just so different. You don’t feel awkward because you’ve separated or haven caught up with each other for a while. You know how hard it maintain a friendship without spending enough time and communicating. Well, there are times when I didn’t talk probably because of some things bothering me and stress level increasing ><
Today, I spent my day multi-tasking. I did a bit of WSD, a bit of WEC and played a bit of audition. & of course celebrating mummy’s birthday. (: That’s all, I wanna continue my muffin & ice cream dream!
You changed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ♥♥♥
It was a fine day out with my sis to my favourite shopping heaven. Happy with today because I bought things that I love. 
Also anticipating the arrival of my online purchase.
Shopping like this would be totally cool.
There’s even one face with facial mask and cucumber on.
P/S Please mind yourself.
P/S/S After much consideration, I think I should.
